reasons.

what. the fuck. he's shut my internet off before, and with okay reasons. this time, you wanna guess what it is? apparently, i don't have a reason to be online after midnight. that's it. it's only on friday and saturday night. (what really gets me, though, is that he never tells me when he's decided to turn it off. he just let's me figure it out. ass.) how fucking ridiculous is that? i mean, really. i'm not a little kid. if i need to go to bed early, i will, but only if i need to. he's making me go to bed early to no reason, whatsoever. when i have rehearsal? yeah, i'll go to bed early. but this is fucking summer and if i can stay up fucking late, i fucking want to.

ahhh, whatever. just talked to my mom and she said she'd talk to him. good. because that man doesn't listen to a single dan thing i say. even though, after this year, i'll be in college. i'm not some stupid teenager that's just going to whine to her friends. i talked to him already, when i asked him about it. though, like i said, my words just buzz around his head long enough for him to process a reply that makes sense to him.

i'm not a kid anymore. i'm not an adult, but i'm no kid. i won't let him control me forever; i live how i want. i'm done letting everyone influence my life.