frustration.

so, my parents are fighting in their room. well, they were, and now it's quiet. it's either a calm in the storm, or they've stopped. i'm kind of hoping they've stopped. there's actually this whole big background behind them.

in the middle of this past school year, they annouced that they would be getting a divorce. however, after two days of worry and mixed feelings shared between my younger sister and i, my mother told me that they had changed their minds. i've convinced myself that my mother chickened out; she's the type. she probably started thinking things like "could i support both of them, and myself, alone?". though i hate admitting it, my father does bring in a large percentage of the income for our family. this often goes to his head.

right now, i'm just hoping my mother has a burst of confidence. maybe then things will work out? life was always easier when he went away...