nothing.

for the third night in a row, i'm having trouble sleeping. i suppose it's because i've got so much on my mind. how rehearsals aren't fun, how i always wish you were here, what i'll be doing the next day, my lack of writing, ideas to start writing again, how i should start my next chapter, that i also need to write that script...and it just branches off from there. i go through so many thoughts before i go to bed and usually i can manage to shut them up after a while, but i can't seem to lately. it's beginning to take a toll on me. i'm always tired, more so than usual.
i've also been very flightly. one minute i want something, and then i don't. one minute i'm inspired to draw something, the next i'm not. i just feel so...out of it, and i don't even know what "it" is, but i'd really like it back. i don't really feel like myself.